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Thank God I Didn't

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Have you ever looked back at someone you thought you couldn't live without... and whispered, "Thank God that didn't work out?"


That's exactly what this song is about.


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Lyrics

I saw you light up my phone last night

Didn’t answer, I just let it ring

Funny how a thing like that

Can pull you back to everything


I remember praying hard

For you to stay, for us to be

’Cause I was on my knees, believing

That you were all I’d ever need


I mistook heartbreak for the end

Thought losin’ you would ruin me

I see it now, the road I wanted

Was never meant to be


Chorus


Thank God I didn’t

Tie my whole life to a breakin’ dream

Thank God I didn’t

Build a forever on a “wait and see”


It hurt like hell, I won’t deny it

I was ready to give up all of me

Thank God I didn’t


Verse 2


I saw you laughin’ from across the room

And it felt like someone else’s life

There was a time that sight would break me

And keep me up all night


But I’ve grown past what almost was

And the weight of what used to be

What I needed back then wasn’t

What this life had planned for me


I held onto what I had imagined

Way past when it was true

Tryin’ to make a future happen

That was never meant for you


Chorus


Thank God I didn’t

End up stuck in a love that wasn’t free

Thank God I didn’t

Build a life on who we used to be


It hurt like hell, yeah, I’ll admit it

I almost settled for the misery

Thank God I didn’t


Bridge


Some endings are just beginnings in disguise

I didn’t see it back then, but I do now

I didn’t get my way, I got my life

I found my strength on the other side

Turns out the best thing that happened

Was what didn’t


Final Chorus


Thank God I didn’t

Stay where my heart couldn’t breathe

Thank God I didn’t

Settle for “almost” and “maybe”


I found my ground and stood steady

I almost lived a life that wasn’t me

Thank God I didn’t


Outro


Yeah, I thought losin’ you was the end

But it was just where my life began

Thank God I didn’t lose me.

About the Song

Have you ever looked back on someone you thought you couldn't live without and just thought, "Whew... thank goodness that didn't work out?"


That was the inspiration behind this song.


At the time, I was convinced that relationship was supposed to last forever. I prayed for it. I fought for it. I couldn't imagine my life any other way.


Now I can see that what felt like the end was actually the beginning of something so much better.


Sometimes the thing you're begging God to save is the very thing He's trying to save you from.


One day, if you're lucky, you'll look back, smile, and say...


Thank God I didn't.

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“I didn’t get my way, I got my life.”